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[August 22, 2007 @ 10:29pm]
What is religion?  I have denounced it...because I don't know what I believe in.  There are too many ideas, and beliefs, in my head for me to put it into one religious identity.  Who am I to say that there is a higher being, and who am I to say that there is not?  What I need is proof.  I believe in...proof.  I need proof for what I believe in.

I was raised as a Roman Catholic, and all of those teachings just seem like bullshit to me now.  I have realized that we are nothing. Nothing.  We are all figments of each other's imagination.  People can say that we all evolved from bacteria or something, but what came before that?  Nothing. Absolutely nothing.  You have no explanation, they have no explanation.  We do not exist.  I am just something you are imagining.  You are currently reading nothing.

The Anti-Christ.  If the Anti-Christ exists, then where is he?  He could be anywhere. The son of Satan, if Satan exists, which he may not; although, none of us do, right?  He's here, around us, conspiring and waiting for the ideal time to introduce himself.  He's alive and well, waiting for his time to strike.

Then again, maybe he doesn't exist.

Life is a trivial pursuit, and maybe none of us will ever come to the true conclusion, but then again...what is truth? 

"Faith: not wanting to know what is true."
(Friedrich Nietzsche / 1844-1900)




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[March 26, 2006 @ 8:32pm]
[ mood | absolutely head over heels. ]
[ music | "Family Tree" Ben Kweller ]


Care about the moonlight
and holding you tight
and asking my questions.
Everyone loves a situation.
Long walks on the beach.
The press will impeach.
Lately I'm finding
I am the book and you are the binding.

I have never been this happy in all of my life.
I feel like I'm always smiling now.
I feel like I'm always happy now.
It's because of you that I'm this way.
The future seems so solid.
So perfect.
I can't wait to be held by you.
I can't wait to kiss you.
I can't wait to be complete.

But who am I to preach a word or two
when I can't lift my own head without you?
If my mental state kept you from coming around
I hope the world would shoot me down for losing you.
A broken branch I'd be if you weren't grown to me.


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[February 23, 2006 @ 4:51pm]



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